Tuesday, 9 March 2010

Closed

One small clue to why I'm upset?

You see this?
It's no question
It's an answer

You said love was possible
an impossibility occurred
with furs and hats
and shoes and lace

and so many battlefields scarred
that made earth somewhat chaste

you called me home
a cave to swallow me

these mirrors can mutate you
as they mutated me

you are not so innocent are you?

Why did you think that I couldn't observe?

Tell him to come out
Skeletons cannot remain in closets
you
know

A talk of high

A wedding dress symbolizes
a love that needs a wedding

sex can obtain some facts
for biological culturing

sex is served on a plate
can be cold-frozen
heated by a tongue
to eat

weddings can be more than a served plate
it can be dessert and appetizers too

No - I didn't get any labels wrong here
it's no necessity to explain

if I shot you there was a reason
there was no personal artifice to hold at the bay.

Tragic loves

I cooked this pie myself
you told me nothing
days go by

we don't say much

I dress in nice shirts
and welcome you home
you seem apathetic

my heart is but trying

to see you kiss
the other men
I acknowledge
is painful

But you will realize
that they lie in games

like mannequins
you dress
to pretend
sovereign

Sorrows Of One Who

Those nuzzling beaks
a vulture's crime
to steal something
that was once mine

Those prying hands
a pickpocket's aim
to breathe life
from whence I gain

Those slender fingers
meant to undress
a resolution
that was not to break

those words
are clutching
a soul
broken

I count some pennies
a bus moves
nearby a tree
is growling

A new house
an exquisite staircase
a bed
to be a martyr again

Varied Things

It was like a mitosis
that had a slender frame
a glass exhibitionist
beckoning to touch

Sin tastes good in the mouth
a fulfillment of the belly
a disease of the spasmodic soul
I was littered

a grain in the field
a powder on the cheek
lights on the bulb

electric skin
eeled heart
mouth waters

cherries plucked
dust unwavering
water

it all makes a thin net
breaking like fog
all rhapsodies

a shadow listens
to
these

writing
in stains
in eyes
in souls

in earth
quenched by all
that

dies

A Thicker Blood

No one wonders about it
Those scars that open
slightly as a diary pages
with some
ink
reading
out
daily
verses
crimes/copulations
of all the
universes

No one wonders
why he held that near him
a shredded piece of
diary entry
like a lover's hair
poignant
memory

No one wonders
why she held the poems
baptized by them
no one wondered

Ah, a scar is a feather bourne on skin
born lucky to be torn in death
faded only if skin succumbs/dominates
with a tempest cycle

Ah, a shredded page
bleeds nothing
it's so illusionary

Ah, a poem
words of no usage

Ah, a bone
no longer skeletal
fossilized
a fuel-matter

Ah, a soul knocking
I can hear
but doors are closed.

Too lazy to unveil that vale.

Nobody

He was a nobody
Need I say more?
It's not like I cared

He was a nobody
a body to savour
as an entertainment-mirage

He was a nobody
my husband loved better
was wealthier

He was a nobody
I stayed at home
and he came over

He was a nobody
I stated it before
out loud when my husband slept

He was a nobody
he bought me stuff
while my husband never gave the time

He was a nobody
I could see him declare
a love that was false as well

He was a nobody
my husband hit me
as if I were wrong?

He was a nobody
he took me in
like I gave a damn

He was a nobody
nobody blames him
but all fingers are pointed at me

So if he was nobody why should it matter?
How can others think he's better, why is he better off than me?