It Is...Nevermind

You try to court comfort
tell him some jokes
pour him some drinks

and maybe stab his back
when he least expects it...

That's tragedy
That's ecstacy
You got back
You dived in
You hurt him good

You try to seduce empathy
tell her she's pretty
pour her rose petals
then drown her until she can't breathe
screeching her last requests

That's horrific
That's epiphany
You got back
You jammed in
You hurt her good

You tossed a coin
Then pulled a trigger on a metal frame
Some old photograph box is kept open
some old poems distinct
a convulated math
swallowing formulae
A mass of gravity within a nutshell

When you see the clouds
Know there will be gates...

Dedicated to Yuki, My Beloved Cousin - whom I cherish - who loves the anime "Jigoku Shoujo" or "Hell Girl" -
Love watching it with you
Let's watch something together again...next week

Dream a little, dream a little
You open your eyes
See a teary cathedral of frost and flowers
Citadel of Enigmatic woes
Lust for me
Love for me
Instead you breathe

I hate you
I Love you
Maybe it is a dream
Dream a little

Your glass has wept
Soaking in a reverie-tomb
All quiet in reverie-chances
Existence is pulled string
Life line least guaranteed

Dream a little, Dream a little
Pray...a little
A shrine of loneliness
An edifice of all uncertainty
I contradict I...

Default Persona

" Why are thy so attached to influential chaos?
The heart can find default-love in twisted velocities
In preaching moralities mortality ends with the sinful kiss;
passionate in raping psyches and maintaining dualities
Perhaps, man's faults are tempestuous
Perhaps he is the cast of all materials that associates to depths complex
Yet simplicity occurs in tiny veins, bloods and beats
He is the child of Earth, Heaven's infant, Hell's Pupil
It is the duty of him to seek the reds and whites of the limited path."