Tuesday, 9 March 2010

Achievement


I wrote 26 poems today. WOW. Allah Almighty Thank-You. ALHAMDULILLAH, SUBHAHANALLAH, ALLAHHUAKBAR, MASHALLAH.

Variances

We all have dreamers
serving a lesson
a goal
to court
reality

Mindless pragmatism
leads one astray

and the dogmatic is drunk
with untied metallics

only me the human
remains chaste

Contemplative

Love matters
why so?

When sex serves
as a stronger
billetdoux

Oh the soul that manifests
in a biological code
can it be explained merely?

With wetted lips
eager eyes
a clasp of skin heated

hair all coiled?

A Little Definition

Bewilderment is human
sin is human too
Virtue polishes in DNA

a code to rely on

but strands of error
is in the form
designed to be dancing

on air and water.

Ocean Friend

The Ocean could not reveal
its body too vast
or was she? he?
too androgynous to give it cast

This Ocean that bonded
with me
solely for my pleasure

This Ocean who tamed and remained untamed
like glassed universe
on a poet's hand

Some Fruits

Some fruits I've learned to eat
because they were of easy skin

they peeled without much commands
some old wrinkles
some youthful tease

These fruits had broken seeds
some too new
needed coat

These fruits are all I eat
All forgotten
All digested

All matters to be dismissed

Passion Crime

A tender voice
that concealed
my sadness

kiss me
kiss me
kiss me

lie on me
lie on me
lie on me

Thy tender voice
that concealed
a ring

you can bend laws
you can bend hearts

you can rust my soul
you can play with lovers in the park

I see you
your tongue
brushes
in leaves
in hotel-rooms
in phones
in chatrooms

I drop coffee
you scream

a minute revenge
for your abysmal self

The Courtesan In The Courtyard

The courtyard wielded a courtesan
waiting for master
with wide eyes
as doe-beauties

whispering maids
quizzical guards
butlers uneven
and a governess too ashamed

the gentleman is gone
come back another day
you are mistaken
his office is of heaven
no worldly lust
can earth him
he is man
in image good

your goods do not seduce
your looks are not maiden fair
nor breathed in of
a high stock

his mistress-wife with children will opt
to throw you out
you heathen wretch
of creation

your lies are thy home
this chastisement
payment of the due

courtesan smiles
all offices wield gates
all lies polished
a mask of all honesties paraded

courtesan smiles
he knows me as an Ursula

he gets up to go
other dues to collect

Realms Questioned

When you breathe the genie-smoke
in lamp-bodied dreams

can you hear the screams
of an orthodox realm

nay your tongue is dumb
nay your eyes glisten

too much ideas
go on
punished
to see
the
lamp
upturned.

A Death Of No Death

A fish that was eaten
in a stream
clawed to be an egg
in another's life

Caught by the net
a reincarnation subdued
visited by angels

prayed,
hummed
kicked

death
is absolutely non-absolute

in the sphere of creation.

Noble

Candle pours wax
Skin pours blood
a basic synchronization
of elements ordained

To severe a fold
that's a life span's duty
to sever a chain
that is life's ideology

to connect to sin
a biblical prophecy
to connect to truth
a moral heart
can
feed
many
wounds.

Dead To Reason

Thrice the door was knocked
and thrice I heard hollow

empty streets that do not open
but are voids of indecision

brain, are you fatigued?
do you not hear logic?

brain why do neccessiate
all those follies to be just alive one more day?

Supression

Verbatim I had spoke
words were put into mouth

the poison is not so easy
but sweet by all tongues

and could I have been merrier
to obey in an obedience sought

by all those who burn life
and mould metal to the bone

My Eyes were Roped

I let my eyes be blinded
by a rope
they told me they wouldn't hang me
by the neck

but the itching skin
clawed my eyes
and burning led to
some organs dismayed

they said they wouldn't hang me by the neck
I had forgotten

there are so many places
a rope can place
itself

skin is always skin

You don't need to act

Why have you hatched so many eggs?
Who can you feed these yolks?

Oh please your acting is bad

try another audience
a dramatist can spot
Faustus and Antonio
in different masks

Be Gone Now

You have rehearsed
a gothic spectacle
a pious integration
a holy commodity

where was sacred
in the rape?
Oblivious chimera

you cannot push
which that is tilted

Axis begone

Man Misunderstood.

Damn you Cupid

Guardian Cupid
why did you lie
your arrow aimed too high
and blasted a heaven
made it all too dull

Cupid of the sages
why can't you learn math
and use the forces of gravitational judgments?

Your astrology is weak
why can't you learn
a lyrical prosody?

You amplified sin
as arrow and bow
represents
a
hollow
meeting

Your boats
your ships
sailed
in a sail
that crumbled papers
and ink
no longer
bled

an honest curve

Oh you blasted fool
eat your arrows
and string your bows to your eyes

You know nothing of love
but like to bask

in an idiotic harmony.

Paramour's Facades

It had to be a dried love
too much wetness
means
we'll
drown

On rainy days we can satiate
with only our dried lips
too much wetness
can make
us drown

You can confess
I can confess
bodies work with
confessional
ease

There's a note elsewhere
it hangs
saying I'll drop the kids

saying I'll comb my hair
saying some stones
of a pillar
wrought
all
in a dried
floor

nothing cracks
mud is wet
it hurts
it cracks
like virgin love
symbolized in flesh

you can carry your groceries
I lead the lies
all homes have little lamps

to stars, what do they design?

Closed

One small clue to why I'm upset?

You see this?
It's no question
It's an answer

You said love was possible
an impossibility occurred
with furs and hats
and shoes and lace

and so many battlefields scarred
that made earth somewhat chaste

you called me home
a cave to swallow me

these mirrors can mutate you
as they mutated me

you are not so innocent are you?

Why did you think that I couldn't observe?

Tell him to come out
Skeletons cannot remain in closets
you
know

A talk of high

A wedding dress symbolizes
a love that needs a wedding

sex can obtain some facts
for biological culturing

sex is served on a plate
can be cold-frozen
heated by a tongue
to eat

weddings can be more than a served plate
it can be dessert and appetizers too

No - I didn't get any labels wrong here
it's no necessity to explain

if I shot you there was a reason
there was no personal artifice to hold at the bay.

Tragic loves

I cooked this pie myself
you told me nothing
days go by

we don't say much

I dress in nice shirts
and welcome you home
you seem apathetic

my heart is but trying

to see you kiss
the other men
I acknowledge
is painful

But you will realize
that they lie in games

like mannequins
you dress
to pretend
sovereign

Sorrows Of One Who

Those nuzzling beaks
a vulture's crime
to steal something
that was once mine

Those prying hands
a pickpocket's aim
to breathe life
from whence I gain

Those slender fingers
meant to undress
a resolution
that was not to break

those words
are clutching
a soul
broken

I count some pennies
a bus moves
nearby a tree
is growling

A new house
an exquisite staircase
a bed
to be a martyr again

Varied Things

It was like a mitosis
that had a slender frame
a glass exhibitionist
beckoning to touch

Sin tastes good in the mouth
a fulfillment of the belly
a disease of the spasmodic soul
I was littered

a grain in the field
a powder on the cheek
lights on the bulb

electric skin
eeled heart
mouth waters

cherries plucked
dust unwavering
water

it all makes a thin net
breaking like fog
all rhapsodies

a shadow listens
to
these

writing
in stains
in eyes
in souls

in earth
quenched by all
that

dies

A Thicker Blood

No one wonders about it
Those scars that open
slightly as a diary pages
with some
ink
reading
out
daily
verses
crimes/copulations
of all the
universes

No one wonders
why he held that near him
a shredded piece of
diary entry
like a lover's hair
poignant
memory

No one wonders
why she held the poems
baptized by them
no one wondered

Ah, a scar is a feather bourne on skin
born lucky to be torn in death
faded only if skin succumbs/dominates
with a tempest cycle

Ah, a shredded page
bleeds nothing
it's so illusionary

Ah, a poem
words of no usage

Ah, a bone
no longer skeletal
fossilized
a fuel-matter

Ah, a soul knocking
I can hear
but doors are closed.

Too lazy to unveil that vale.

Nobody

He was a nobody
Need I say more?
It's not like I cared

He was a nobody
a body to savour
as an entertainment-mirage

He was a nobody
my husband loved better
was wealthier

He was a nobody
I stayed at home
and he came over

He was a nobody
I stated it before
out loud when my husband slept

He was a nobody
he bought me stuff
while my husband never gave the time

He was a nobody
I could see him declare
a love that was false as well

He was a nobody
my husband hit me
as if I were wrong?

He was a nobody
he took me in
like I gave a damn

He was a nobody
nobody blames him
but all fingers are pointed at me

So if he was nobody why should it matter?
How can others think he's better, why is he better off than me?